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Life sucking you in... [30 Sep 2006|11:34pm] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | I want you(slut remix)Wumpscut ] You would think you could hide under the covers,but reality has a nasty way of waking you up. For the last miserables days i have realised something that my internet life can never make prettier. Like let's say,how i can find just the right picture of myself(do mind,it is me on those picture,just me angleing myself perfectly,i never look this good in real life).Nor can i make this perfect happy life for myself on the sims,or pretend i am so mighty warrior that is afraid of nothing. People wonder why we hide being those freaking screens. Why bother with real life,where you are jugde by others? When you can make up one for yourself and be what ever you want? Why force ourselve to mingle when so many other *souls* like you are lost. Many do not realise,but it is a need to be with another they seak. And anyway we can get it is good right? Not so... For the following is mine.Has if eve occured to you that if this speaks to you... You may be lonely too? Or maybe it is just all your fault... I linger there longer than I should have Hoping somehow to wash away what is not physically there I find myself sleepless,yet I do not wish to move As I try to look foward My view is blocked by what is not there I don't want to fight for it I just want to let go   You burn me but I still want more   I am at a place where I can never be Travelling an endless road leading to nothing As i look back, I find myself wondering...   Could I've been so foolish?   Others look at me,Oblivious to what is really there I hunger for more,yet i am not able to reach for it As I lay here lying to myself,reality's making sure that i don't get away with it... I am left laughing at what my pointless existance is... Sometimes giving a glance a life outside the box,searching I see but an empty void...   I wish I could be,without having a need for it,but I am not that strong   Never have I been good enough,strong enough,gentil enough,loving enough,understanding enough,heartiful enough... I must be a demon or some kind of monster.That can only be it...   For i will never be what anybody wants or hope...   I am sorry for taking up your oxygen... I did not ask to be brougth into this world amongs you all... I will crall away into my hole and stay there   But I want none of you To Come To Me and Say...   I LOVE YOU   For these words to have meaning You will NOT judge me on my actions You will all ACCEPT me as I am None of you will ever,EVER Take me for granted...   I was fooled once into doing your biddings Never getting back what I wanted in return.   Only if i could move on,I would not be so weak... This fragile and frail oned is about to break...   post comment

[17 Aug 2006|11:37pm] Hey there my dear lads and lass! Finally an update! Great news everyone i know have adobe photoshop cs. I am posting a small livejournal icon i was able to make using it.... Animated baby yeah! PS i got the brushes from someone at 100x100 brushes! so sorry i din't get your name i will try to look it up! the letters are fantastic! Ps...do note that this is a run test to check if it does work!... Behold the doctor love!! or morning class....wich ever you prefer! post comment

MY CLAN! [15 May 2006|02:03am] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | Covenant:Like tears in rain ] Do you feel it calling to you? Does it hache you? Do you know it is waiting,seeking you? Do you want to let go? To know your true nature? If so, follow it's path here...  My clan post comment

Updating this baby shortly [21 Mar 2006|12:48am] [ mood | i should be in bed ] [ music | apoptygma Berzerk:Shine On ] Well guess what folks,i decided to make my own layout following Kallhandra plan(sorry if i misspelled that).Anyaway i thought if i annonce it here,there is more chance of me at least making the layout! I hope to have it done soon enough! Marie post comment

Wicked tests.... [28 Jan 2006|12:02am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | The sound of silence:Simon and Garfunkel ] a bit improbable but... In a Past Life... You Were: A Banished Assassin. Where You Lived: New Zealand. How You Died: The Plague. Who Were You In a Past Life? or In a Past Life... You Were: An Insane Warrior. Where You Lived: Siberia. How You Died: Suicide. Who Were You In a Past Life? *Your Japanese Name Is...*** Noriko Kujo What's your Japanese Name? http://www.blogthings.com/japanesenamegener Your Daddy Is Darth Vader What You Call Him: Big Daddy Why You Love Him: He gives good spankings Who's Your Daddy? You Are Chocolate Fudge Brownie Ice Cream You just don't know when you've had enough (or too much)! What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You? You Were a Wolf You have an instinctual intelligence that guides your life. Your family and "pack" is of primary importance, and you protect them. What Animal Were You In a Past Life? K,i guess that is enough test for one day! post comment

OH MY PROFESSOR!!! [27 Dec 2005|10:52pm] [ mood | silly ] [ music | Dj Tomcraft-Happiness/loneliness ] Which Harry Male Harry Potter Character Will seduce You? by jarrad_wolfspirit Name Seduced by Proffessor Remus Lupin Where In Lupin's Office What pick up line did he use? Did it hurt when you fell from heaven? How was it I have never been so happy! How many times did you do it 63 Memorable Quote Howwwwwwwwwoooool Quiz created with MemeGen! Sorry i tought it was funny! LOL i guess me and him is purely animal instinct! lol i mean...63 times!!! post comment

Artsy stuff [12 Dec 2005|10:47pm] [ mood | What is wrong with me! ] [ music | Covenant Like tears in the Rain ] If i ever get my arse moving again,i might just be able to produce some icons.Off course i have to deme them to be good enough to appear here.Also my several changing infatuation aren't helping.Damn that David Hewlett(Dr.Mckay on Stargate Atlantis or in Nothing that i like him best) and David Thewlis (Remus Lupin in Harry Potter and the prisonner of Azkaban,then again when i like him best is in Gangster no°1).They so totally take too much of my time! :P Ok fine it is my own fault! Oh and if i can figure it out,i think i am going to make a personnalise layout for this journal of mine! post comment

World exclusive!MY FIRST ICONS EVER!!! [05 Jul 2005|09:47pm] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | foor to the floor by Starsailor ] Well i was waiting to have a couple of them done,You can tell wich ones where done with no clue has to what i was doing!Anyway several Kenobi in there! i hope you like them! Please credit if you use any of them! 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 12. 13. 14. 15. 16. 17. 18. 19. 20. 21. 22. On a side note,my favorite ones are 2,3,6.About number 8,my real life nickname is smurf,and all my friends know i am a ubber star wars geek and i believed this pictured proved to mingle the two quite beautifully! Number 5 is from a mtv thing where our lovely friends from the game star wars revenge of sith did a *private Show* for us... Number 12 is an attempt at several screen capture to have my own animated icon lol(i hope to upgrade it,that one is more like a test!) Number 10 is a Sabé/Obiwan pearing... I hope you all enjoy these! 3 comments|post comment

THERE GOD GIVE ME AN IPOD!!! [09 Jun 2005|11:55pm] I am going nuts! i tried making cds,but it won't do. They all come out and none work properly. If only i would have my personnalised engraved ipod, all my problems would be fixed. I could listen to my music anywhere... But none of it is happening soon... Cause i ain't living in the states... and they don't do it where i lived!!! post comment

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